i had to check a photo of myself to make sure it wasn't a mosquitoe bite gone bad, it's just.. on my beauty mark? fucked.

so i feel like i'm losing my mind again, i hate it.
my mother FINALLY bought me the paper tape for my fingers, instead of the stupid shit i've been using for way too long, and when i saw it was the thick kind, it busted a brain cell in me,
and i started to slam all doors in my way.